so was feeling fine a minute ago. when suddenly read may's message and at that time, dishwalla's Candleburn started playing and i started crying again ):

WE'LL MISS YOU SEC FOURS!

feel damn bad for being a bitch in footdrill and all now. (k not exactly bitch but not giving my all :/) like crap, its the commanders last session and we're showing such shit ): time really passes damn fast, i can still rmb the exact words cheryl said when we were sec one and being enrolled! :D and last year this time, tay said that 'next year, it'll be my turn.' and this year just now, i absentmindedly told her 'next year, it'll be my turn.' not until she reminded me that i realised i said the exact same thing. shit time passes damn fast.

everytime i sing/scream my heart our for the we're the guides cheer, i'll start crying. so me and jol cried damn badly after we fell out and we went to apologise to commanders. and we did threecheers! :D then we bawled our eyes out and went to the playground to cry while gets and lou stared weirdly at us with the wtf face xD met tay afterwards, took some pictures but deleted all -.- the me and lou went macs till 9! :D hitched a ride from lou's super hip and cool mom and all :D talked abt a whole lot of shit in macs (: damn fun. we love bougain! (especially fg :D )



And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive

you bleed just to know you're alive;

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